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Tara Penry's avatar

I like your reading choices! This reminds me of a luscious hour at the Cologne cathedral in 1993, perusing the fat Let’s Go Europe book and the Eurail schedule for night trains going south. According to the books, my sister and I had time to catch part of a weekly organ concert at the cathedral before catching our train. It was marvelous - swift notes sailing up to the high, heavenly ceiling, a small crowd of listeners scattered in the cold nave, and a perfect twilight when we ducked out too soon, sorry to go. Thank you for the reminder.

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Jan Peppler's avatar

oh my, that sounds heavenly! What a transcendent experience!

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Tara Penry's avatar

It’s a happy memory. 🎶

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Valerie Monroe's avatar

Gorgeous Wendell Berry poem, thank you, Jan! xo

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Jan Peppler's avatar

Yay! I’m glad you read it and liked it!

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Wayne's avatar

I don't mean to interject but maybe some of your readers would like to listen to Dan Carlin's Hardcore History. I have found them to be very interesting. They take quite a comitment, each episode is 3+ hours long but they captivated me for all of it.

https://www.dancarlin.com/hardcore-history-series/

Aloha Jan!

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Jan Peppler's avatar

Aloha Wayne!

Interesting time to plug Carlin after I've said I try to stay away from politics... ;) I've heard of him but never listened. 3+ hours is too long for me. Have you ever read Howard Zinn's A People's History of the United States? Is Carlin's take on history anything like Zinn's?

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Mark Lucht's avatar

I recently wrote a Lenten devotion titled Be Not Proud for a booklet published by my church which dealt in part with a phone call from a former girlfriend who told me she is dying.

I am also reminded of Voltaire’s famous response to a priest at his deathbed urging him to renounce Satan: "Now is not the time for making new enemies."

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Jan Peppler's avatar

oh wow. I would love to read that. You have my email, yes? Would you mind sending it to me?

as for Voltaire - never heard that one before. Quite funny.

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Mark Lucht's avatar

gmail?

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Jan Peppler's avatar

Yes! And if not, you can send to findinghome@substack.com.

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Switter’s World's avatar

You reminded me of Thoreau, when he was on his deathbed and his family called in a minister who asked, “Henry, have you made your peace with God?” Thoreau said, “I didn't know we'd quarreled.”

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Jan Peppler's avatar

hah! love that!!

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Switter’s World's avatar

Home, a topic I’ve thought about and studied all my life. So far, I have a few ideas, a couple of half answered questions, and far more questions picked up along the way.

Something about the great cathedrals makes me think there is a metaphor or two about home in those glorious structures. I’m most familiar with St. Peter’s in Rome, but have explored the Hagia Sophia (I love that name. The Holy Wisdom), Salisbury Cathedral, St. Paul’s in London and the Cologne, Germany cathedral.

One metaphor is not often subscribed to by us moderns, the idea that a home is built by generations, unlike American tract houses that are put on and taken off like socks. I’ve visited places in Switzerland and German where generation after generation inherited the past work of their forebearers, preserved it, and made it more perfect. Your reference to the original dreamers not living to see the finished cathedrals is an important statement about faith and hope in future generations.

Another metaphor from the cathedrals is how the permanence of our best work can endure and enrich generations. Even something as ephemeral as our writing has the seeds of immortality somewhere within it. There is still a light shining from the Greek immortals and it will never grow dim. The work of Wendell Berry and John Donne will also shine.

Is there another American writer that compares to Mr Berry? He’s a national treasure.

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Jan Peppler's avatar

Ah! I'm envious that you've been to Istanbul and visited the Hagia Sophia. I would love to see that someday. sidenote: when I had my house blessed in Picabo in 2008, I wrote the blessing and the prayer in the office was to Hagia Sophia. Minutes before we were to start, the Episcopalian priest told me he couldn't/wouldn't pray to that name. WHAT??? It's in the Bible! It's the Holy Spirit! Did they teach you nothing in seminary? I was so upset. changed plans and all in attendance read the prayers instead of the priest.

I haven't been to Salisbury or Cologne but I have visited many other cathedrals in Europe and I agree - there is something so magnificent in these homes built over generations. I visited Sagrada Familia in 1997, before the roof was even completed. The various styles present in that architecture - and Saint John in NYC - is a testament, I believe, to how the Divine reveals itself to us over time, ever-changing yet still the same.

Thank you for your wonderful and thoughtful response.

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Francine Casalino Laura's avatar

What a beautiful post! Brava! And now I want to go back to see St. John the Divine again. I have not been in the cathedral in years.

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Jan Peppler's avatar

Thank you, Francesca! I regret I did not have time to make it into a podcast. Glad you had a chance to read it.

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